Who do I blame for my misery?

Who do I blame today for my misery?
Of course, it’s always someone else. Today it’s the subway, that was late, my boss had harsh words for me, and of course, the work, in general, is too much.

I’m good at this. I can find causes for my unhappiness in an instant. Most things are not working the way I planned. There is so much stress. Why am I not born to a wealthy family with millions on their bank account? Life would be so much easier. But here I am: Blaming the world. Feeling unfairly treated.

It dawns to me, that it’s up to me, to change all of this. But I feel weak from all this fighting. And changing would me too much for my family.
So, let’s see: Who do I blame for my misery tomorrow?

2018-12-13T20:05:53+01:00